♥ Runaway And Never Come Back ♥

2008-07-19T18:37:00.000-07:00

Nobodys Home - Avril Lavgine

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

SHUT UP! I'm having PMS.
I want to go Avril's concert on 29th August =/

2008-07-18T16:09:00.000-07:00

Godness, O.O!!

I finally saw how he played with his saliva. Damnn gross and disgusting and yuckky and Eeeww and every every thing that suits him! aaww my Godness! May I ask you how old are you today?! 3 or 17?? kindergarden or Form 5?? Hello! It's not cuteee at all. Poooh! I might could accept it if you're in Laveen's size. No offence, I'm not sarcastic-ing Laveen. But, it's true wut. Your size.. SOOOOOO BIG! And you're playing wih ur..... SALIVA???! Blow bubble somemore!
Try to imagine it.........
No, you cannot. His size is as big as Ramanah =.=!!

2008-07-17T15:44:00.000-07:00

Hoo Laa! thanks for the ICT website. Anyway, I am still not so clear about *HOW to USE IT*
There is a good news and a bad one. The good one is, my Add Maths Project was HAAAALF DOONE! (yay!) The bad one is, my homework wasn't done yet. SIGH, I might procrastinate it AGAIN.

* Procrastination running circles in my head

While you sit there contemplating you'll wind up left for dead

Life is what happens

While you're busy making your excuses

Another day, another casualty.....*

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I'm wearing the last pair of my con for this month. SIGH, i am so damn lazy to go to optical shop to get some new one. Once again it makes me thought of spectacle. How good if there is always a spec with me. Til yesterday, I only realised that I wore my lens for more than 15 hours almost everyday. I know the rules of wearing contact lens. I know what should-not-do. But honestly, I had break a few of the rules.
I wore it for more than 8-10 hours.
I did not take it out before taking a nap on the afternoon.
I did not change a new pair every month,
yeah, I used more than a month for every pair. Err.. I've forgotten some, but I had break all the important one =.=!

2008-07-15T20:48:00.000-07:00

They scolded me for no reason. Makes me wondering whether I am *that* troublesome.
One so me, the other one laa me. so and laa. For what you so me?! For what you laa me?! Craazy arr!! SIGH. Perhaps FB was right.

I hate to see people shaking their legs! SERIOUSLY. What for you non-stop shaking your legs?! Don't tell me that you are showing off your legg??? Hello?! Shit you arr LAMER! DArn.
Everything felt so wrong. What's the problem?! I just don't have *that* mood to do my stuffs. The anger are FOLLOWING me these days. They are so annoying. Everyone, Everything. The noise.. Godness, leave me alone okay =.=!!

Aaww, there is a blueblack on my hand. I don't know why and I don't know how. Anyway, it was damn obvious. It looked something like I'm just being tortured by somebody.

SIGH. so and laa =.=''

2008-07-11T14:51:00.000-07:00

Malaysia Malaysia,
Where is your keamanan?!
All the news about politics on tv and newspaper wasn't interesting anymore.
I am wondering what the hell are all of you doing..
Negaraku, tanah tumpahnya darahku,
~~rakyat hidup bersatu dan maju~~.
Say goodbye to that song.
SIGH!

Poor Pak Lah..
I knew I shouldn't comment anything about it but....
June 2010 is like... kind... of... fast...
pity..
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Bagi sesiapa yang telah lost scientific calculator dia,
sila datang ke kaunter untuk ambil balik.
Model calculator itu ialah Casio fx-570MS.
Err, ader tulisan *BLING* yang agaknya hodoh dekat covernya.
kalau more than 3 hari pun tiada orang nak ambil,
tak payah datang lagi.
calculator tu, mine larh xD
terima kasih.

2008-07-11T14:48:00.000-07:00

HaPpY BiRthDaY Swyin Swyin!!

2008-07-09T20:26:00.000-07:00

I am wondering whether I'm having PMS every single day. Hell yeah, every day. I got most of the symptoms almost everyday. I mean, almost (:
:: Always
Headaches, fatigue, feel bloated, breast tenderness, abdominal pain, sleep disturbances, food cravings, irritability, tension, depression, confusion, anxiety, crying, oversensitivity, mood swing, lack of concentration.
Look, perhaps what I thought was true. PMS is always here. Maybe I have to go for a check, I just felt that I'm unhealthy, something wrong somewhere but I have no idea what is it.

Ben's birthday is near, this one I know. It was, Juu..ly something. But I could not remember when and I'm so so sorry to him. Perhaps I am more more optimistic than him (he used to be a pessimist, for me), yes I am, and it makes me felt so stress when talking to him. SIGH, I am so no-heart. Once again I've forgotten his birthdate. I think it's not so soon hor?! 13th ehh? uhhh! no ideaaa! I don't even have the courage to ask him when is it. This wasn't the first time =X
I'm not a good friend, and I'm so so sorry =S

I started to realised that I have a serious attitude problem, and I guess so even Ben couldn't bear it. His birthday was an example. It's felt like, ohmygod I suck. How could I do that?! or Hello, what I said just now?! wow, how could I said that?! Brain where?! You know, attitude problem.. DAH! even my apologize sounds sarcastic. You see, I refused to pick up the house phone even though it has rang for twice. Anyway, I will ask shei yann for his birthdate. SIGH, turning to be a hypocrite.

Ahh, just realised that my homework was undone.
Oops, I had slept for the whole afternoon today. I still couldn't get what Miss lee taught. Seriously, I'm not good in probability. It was soooo confusing!
Jie wen told us that tan teck lee got crashed by a car in don't know what corner near the school. First reaction of mine, shocked and stunned. Second, I feel like telling them that I wanted to see the blood. I know that's bad, so I just keep it for myself, I didn't say it out. Look, this is who I am, people was suffering from an accident, and I am exciting.

t-e-r-u-k!

2008-07-08T20:11:00.000-07:00

I don't like the ringing sound of the house phone. Loud and long. Yeah, I refused to pick up the phone for twice today. I don't know who was that person who called, but I am quite sure that he/she will feel disappointed IF I answered. Why? That's because there is no any other people at home with me. So, why should I pick up the phone when I already knew that.. it's.. not mine.. or my friend.. whatever whatever. I'm not lazy (okay fine, a lil'bit), it's just erm, not a NEED for me to answer the call. Yalah, that's what I thought, what for I answer the phone. Or we could think like this, I'm just helping him/her to save the telephone bill (:

These few days, Insomnia came to me again. YOU! not allowed me to sleep. What so fun for not allowing me to sleep when you could see that I don't even can open my eyes fully or completely or what-so-ever. YOU! knew what I mean.

*Trial exam is near!* they said.
*Trial exam is about 6 more weeks from now!* they said.
Me, I've lost the joy of schooling. Mathematics, I couldn't handle it. Missyleelee, the bored-est one and also the horny one =.=''

How good if everyday Chem.
How good if everyday Add Maths.
How good if the time would straight to 1.10pm from 7.45am.
How good if I'm still in Form4.
How good if.....
How good if.....

你们欺负我!!!

2008-07-04T15:09:00.000-07:00

:: My master dropped-kan me into the drain. The dirty and smelly drain. The drain which is fulled with those unwanted liquids. I am so dirty. Once she realised that I was fell, she looked at me by opening her eyes big big, screamed but not so loud, and seems like wanted to jump into the drain and rescue me. On that moment, I knew that my master wasn't so bad actually. I gotta thank to my master's friends, I'm not sure about their name. The one who helped to clean off my body was a boy called *wound* i guess. The one who helped my master to clean my baby pens's body was a girl called *zinc* if I not mistaken. And anyway, I felt so pain when wound was rubbing my body so so hard. I almost cried. I thought that my life would just end like this. Thank god for giving me such a good master T.T ::

Pooor pencil case :'(

Daaarn!! My calculator was spoilt. What a bad day. You knew I can't live without a calculator. Luckily there is no any exam tomorrow.

(Calm, calm, calm..)

stupid me. Put the blame on me, it was all my fault :'(

Mood went down in a sudden.

EEEEEEWWWWW!!!! DAMMIT!
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如果有一天,
医生正式宣布我已身亡,
有多少人会为了我而难过和哭泣??
有多少人会为了我而强颜欢笑, 说我是笨蛋??

哎哟, 不是要自杀啦..

I x3 yesterday's whether,
The windy windy one (:

2008-07-03T21:58:00.000-07:00

Bye Bye.mp3 - Mariah Carey

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but i try not cry
As time goes by and it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But It's like you gone too soon
No the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good
I've doneAnd you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]

2008-07-03T21:30:00.000-07:00

Eeew, I hate seeing them chasing after each other.
You are irritating my eyeside.
Hello my ~~dear~~ friend.
You should understand that you're 17, and the class wasn't considered as BIG.
What so fun about running and chasing ur friend and shouting in the class.
Kinda swt. You thought you're still a kid ehh?! I-M-M-A-T-U-R-E-D =.=''
Duuh, I'm sorry because I'm typing something bad about you here.
I could be quite Immoral sometimes. I seriously couldn't stand your childish-ness.
You know.. you are more more childish than me.
I realised that I was actually consider as, Okaay.

2008-07-02T20:48:00.000-07:00

有一个朋友，其实，算是对我不错的啦。虽然有时候成为了我的*反对党*，但是，其实，还蛮容易心软的嘛。至少他愿意牺牲一些些自己宝贵的时间来帮我做我要的。嗯，感觉还不错！还好没令我失望。大概是因为平时的我对他实在太好了，让他觉得有一点点欠我的。没关系啦，我既大方又善解人意。

我这个朋友啊，嗯，是很可爱一下的。有时候当他 sense 到你正望着他做功课，他会偷偷地瞄你一眼，好像没有人察觉到酱。但是只要注意看着他的眼睛，就会看到了。呵呵，我不是故意的啦，那是不小心被我察觉到的，但之后的那几次，我就有点故意了。我只是好奇作莫他要偷偷瞄着人罢了。我尝试过几次了，还是搞不懂。有时看到他的眼睛正在偷瞄，弄到我自己也在偷偷地笑。

他这个人啊，是有一点奇怪的咯。当他告诉我他不喜欢吃鸡蛋的时候，我还真的有点被他吓倒。说真的，我还蛮想看他吃鸡蛋的样子。不是我衰啦，纯粹只是好奇。奇怪，如果生日的时侯送他鸡蛋会怎样哈？！他这个人，只是我的感觉而已，他很容易感觉到别人很烦。我不太清楚他，只是当他样子突然改变的时候，就应该要*识做*一点咯，免得惹祸上身。这种人，算是恐怖的了。谁知道他几时会发火喔。

有一个朋友，他啊，要怎样形容咧？！嗯，他应该算是情绪化。我不太肯定，因为我不是很明白情绪化真正的意思，华文不好嘛。这个人，今天跟你玩得很开心；明天就不知道哪一根筋不对，突然变了个陌生人。还我自己都怕怕，以为得罪了他什莫。尝试过从远处望着他做功课的样子，真得几认真下。可惜，过了不久，被他的两个，所谓的好友干扰了。

他啊，也是不错的。会常常劝我这个，劝我那个。虽然都不是什么好听的话，不用紧啦。老师说要听取别人的意见。就是因为这样，时常和他 msn 到迟迟都不肯睡。因为要知道我自己多一点的事情嘛，是很难怪我的啦。可怜的我，让自己像个丧尸般到学校上课。他说的，有时候是很有用一下的，但是有时候，也算是一种*娱乐*来的啦。

有时候可能会让他感到我说话很直接，没有经过大脑，时常伤到他脆弱的心。(lol，脆弱) 可是，我只是不想让他再继续酱下去而已。你为了我好，我也是为了你好嘛。所以有时候看到他突然变脸，自己就会想想 : 作莫要酱咧?
也许我需要反省一下自己吧。

哇塞！很厉害咧我！这么长的东西。都不懂自己打了些什么。
呵呵，只是一时的兴致。一篇垃圾 (LOL)
不过咧，要是世界上少了这两种人，就会少了一些些的笑容。(或许... 应该...)

2008-07-02T16:54:00.000-07:00

aaww, what a day.
My neck was always too small to support my head, my heavy head. What's the problem? Not because of my big head for sure =.=''
I do not realise that I've left the stut- draft paper in 4J until I'm on the way back to home. uhh, my flooower, I left it in 4J. Tt-t-taa-taar-taaar-raaan-prrr-rrrit's place. YES. her place. I touched her table, the ugly one. I'm sorry to say that. I-just-don't-like-the-way-you-are. So, too bad la yea (:

2008-06-30T22:03:00.000-07:00

I've back to my blog again (:

Well, one word to describe today's Amazing Race's result - Complicated =/
Actually I've got nothing much to post about today, I'm just wanted to update my blog.
Spent 2 hours+ to finished Miss nunu's homework. Kept drawing and drawing Insaaanely. Hello, that's swt. Figure 3.17 to Figure 3.22. Luckily that I am counted as *quite* hardworking. Hmm, I admit that xD
SIGH, I was hoping that the trial exam would finish before 26th of sept. Is it possible?! yea rite. I think so. YEA, I hope so. Pweeeesse.. =S

...but don't worry, because I'm here

2008-06-14T19:15:00.000-07:00

I thought of this when I'm in his class, and I felt so damn depressed. It's like, people are so willing to help you but you know you will surely disappoint them. That feel, really very bad. I don't know, I was non-stop thinking during physics, and I felt so so sorry to him. I even thought about my SPM result. sux rite?! But it will just automatic appeared on my mind.

一千次轮回都不错过~

so, while I was listening to it using my own phone, I heard something. Someone is talking something but I don't know what, I was too concentrate on the song and obviously, I am still thinking about the sentence - ...but don't worry, because I am here. About two seconds after that "someone" speaking, I saw mr. tan passed by. That time I realized, he was that *someone* and he said bye bye to me just now. I saw he turned back to me and gave me a smile, and of course, I replied his bye. Everything happened in just a short period. He appeared when I was thinking about him. Aren't it sounds kinda sweet (:
Anyway, I am not always in slow mode, I can be *quite* fast sometimes okaay XD

In conclusion, I don't wished to disappoint anyone. Seriously. Andyouknowespeciallywho. Definitely is teachersandfamily. Ahh! that's not what I want, and you know it.

2008-06-13T13:09:00.000-07:00

真搞不懂，我是天生有个苯脑袋，还是我聪明的那方面还没被发掘出来（听起来好像很看得起自己酱）。我连粥都不会煮咧。饭勉强都还可以，煮粥，我还真未尝试过。可怜我爸，每晚吃面包+ milo，那天还看见他吃 ice-cream。奇怪，生病了还可以吃冰淇淋和喝 milo。都不知道他是热咳还是寒咳。

我妈回来了！今天终于不用再捱快餐当晚餐了。吃了这么多天的快餐，越吃越想吐，相信体重也增加了不少。这是难免的啦，8点多9点吃油腻的快餐，11点又要上床睡觉了，哪来得及消化哩。而我爸，病了这么多天，也终于肯乖乖地去看医生。记得上次我问他，“你好了没有喔？”他还很大的口气说：“recover 了” 都觉得怪怪的了，recover 了还从早睡到晚。好像我什么都不懂酱，唉~　他还真固执，英语叫 stubborn。妈和弟三番四次的叫他：“哎哟，不要出去啦，留在家休息啦！” 他就是听不进去。走路走到好像丧尸酱慢及没力，还硬硬坚持要出去。

昨晚刚好碰到我弟的心情好，就连我拉着他的衣服，叫他不要 online 陪我看戏，我都没有中骂咧！趁着我爸出了门去接我妈，我和他合唱了两三次的领悟及新不了情。我俩喊破喉咙，好像很 pro 酱，相信场面非常可笑。虽然如此，感觉是超赞！的。
他要我用高音，他自己用低音wor。“啊多么痛的领悟~” 之后他比了个 *GOOD*　的手势给我（暗爽）呵呵，音乐的音量实在太大了，走音了也不会被听穿。到了新不了情，音量很大，加上万芳 *独特* 的声音，感觉还蛮恐怖的。毕竟别家有的人已经进入了梦乡，希望他们不会被那独特的声音吓醒。

读了伟杰表哥（这称呼听起来很冷，好像我是从韩国来的。哥，哥，哥。。oppa oppa oppa，哈！还真觉得恶心。）在部落格写出了他所领悟的学习的道理，让我觉得‘好像是’这样。真的很好奇作莫他酱厉害咯。不解，不解。“同人不同命”　应该可以用在这里呵？！

先回到比较重要的事情，我今天其实不是故意不去上学的，只是我不喜欢等的感觉。我需要等 aunty 一个小时咧，而且今天去上课的人应该不多吧。那我怎样？像个傻瓜，坐在那里苦等一个小时么咩。万一 aunty 忘记在我咧？那我岂不是要等大概两个锺？我才不要哩，尝试过一次就非常足够了，呵呵！

2008-06-11T19:38:00.000-07:00

始终过不了自己那一关，别人问起，该怎么回答哪。。
足足11 分咧。这是我在这么多年以来，得到最多同情分的一次。。
亲爱的老师，您未免也太过慷慨了吧。毕竟，我只是一个不怎么好的学生，干嘛啦你！
天，良心应放在哪儿。。感动~ =S
我受不起咧。总觉得怪怪~的，哎哟！我不敢告诉我爸啦！星期五怎么办？！
11 分咧！可算是非常的多。你说，可悲吗？！羞耻吗？！没眼见人了吧。。
唉！~

Today's Bio, thank god for not failing me. I appreciate it. A lot. 2 more subjects to go (:

2008-06-10T19:54:00.000-07:00

I like people asking me to study hard. Don't know, it shows they care. Yet, it makes me feel so so bad for disappointing them. You know that is not what I want. Do not ever expect me to score a very good result for my examinations, I know myself very well, I don't wished to disappoint anyone.

Once again she asked, who has already given up..
Once again I had suceeded to control my mind, asking myself not to raise my hand up..

Open day is on next Friday. I am truly afraid of it. I am not so clear about the reason why I'm scared, because until now, I did not get any F for my results. HA! two of them know the truth. ehhem (:
This shows that, my mid term may not as bad as first term. Okaay, stop. Four more subject to go. You are at risk. Hopefully you won't get a F for your additional maths even though you know the chances got only 10%. Who knows if there is a miracle. Praaay hard praaay hard, very very haard. Sometimes, lying to ourselves is good for us.

So how?! I am hesitating whether I should tell my parents about the open day or just forget about it. You know I am so care for my result slip. SIGH...

2008-06-09T15:16:00.000-07:00

若曾真心真意付出

就应该满足

啊!多么痛的领悟..
你曾是我的全部..

成绩出炉，烂到不像样。
点算？？

2008-06-09T15:12:00.000-07:00

Mum have been to Singapore this morning.

没有妈妈的日子，辛苦我了。

Dad wasn't feeling well last night. Pooor dad, he still have to wake up early just to fetch mum to LRT station and me to the Blinkky *Diamond* school.

SIGH, I do not understand, why Nunu couldn't finish marking & recording our paper within two weeks of holidays. WHY?? -Dua minggu pun tak cukup arh?- Fine.

UHH! what a bad day. 我真的以为我会哭..

I couldn't really bear Zaza's voice. One word to describe - IRRITATING

ah-hah! I am so sorry to say that, but it's true. And also Adrian's. I've answered all your questions today. But yet, it doesn't mean that I would answer ur questions tomorrow. Just stop asking about it. What for you want to know mine? Hello, we knew that we are not in the same school. Owh, you might expect that I will ask *what about urs?* Nonono. you're wrong. I do not feel interested about urs at all. Okay, you might think that I am.. erm, so called *LC* or pekak?! because I don't give any respond to you, but then, why don't you think like that,

I am having PMS (:

Mmm, it sounds much better.

2008-06-08T18:16:00.000-07:00

SIGH!! PHYSICS 8/100 and BIOLOGY 16/100??
Hello, you must be joking. If that's really true........
say goodbye to me.

2008-06-08T16:02:00.000-07:00

原以为可以改变看不起你的心态，
不料。。
果然，本性难移。。。
可悲。。

2008-06-05T01:38:00.000-07:00

I am wondering what the hell I've done in this two week. DAMN! Nothing special. The only thing that could counted as QUITE Ohhh-kaay was, I had watched a stupid movie last FRrrriday (:
no doubt, a stupid movie. Really stupid movie. I kept on complaining to Mr. Lim, *why 1U got noooo Long Khong 2!* The answer that I got from him, *that movie got not enuf ppl want to watch, so they don't show it, only ppl like mun yi like to watch. yucks.* What? yucks? Oh, okay, fine.

And yeah, holiday is going to end soon. Very very soon. Cannot. That dream is still so clear on my mind. The stu-t brother kept on cursing. Curse and Curse. Duuuh!! Look, there will always some damn one around you. And you know, they suck =S

Again, grandma told the same thing. *study hard, study hard, study hard........*
SIGH! Heard from grandma, they are going to sell grandma's house and she is going to stay with Choo Choo. Without thinking, I threw out my own feeling. *HAR! 可是我不舍得咧 :( *
Come on, I guess they would feel the same. Three of us + Kay jie jie and choo choo, we stayed there and spent our sweet childhood time there. The laughter and the tears, I am serious.

Monkeys have came to KL. I don't wish to be their baby sitter. PLEASE. I don't play with you, and you don't stick with me. I got phobia. I couldn't stand all of my little cousins. Unlike choo choo and three of us, I mean, the kiddy one. This generation is much more naughtier than us. In addition, they are not as SMART as us XDD
We did what they did too, sometimes. But yet, we don't get scolded by the older one like what they got and why??! Ah hah! Obviously, we are SMARTIES! (;

Okaay, I'm gonna leave my sweet home soon. All of us are following Uncle Cymund to PD punyer banglo or something like that, erm okay, whatever, I'm not sure about it. Too bad that Ah yi couldn't join. I miss the time when the whole BIG family had the GREATEST chance to meet each other. I mean, other than CNY (:

你的呵护让我像个孩子无拘无束的疯 x3

2008-06-04T23:55:00.000-07:00

Remembered that I got tagged by Nic.

Rules - Bloggers who have been tagged have to start with 10 random facts about themselves. At the end of this, you have to choose 10 people and tag them about this quiz.

1) I'm a girl (:
2) I x3 my family and friends.
3) My surname - Tan
4) Insomnia is always there with me @@''
5) Not much people knew that I wear cont. (:
6) I could only understand a lil' bit of hokkien, just a very lil' bit.
7) I x3 to watch Horror movies, especially Thai's.
8) I am stu-t but I am not stu-t.
9) My friend says I am slow.
10) I got a facebook account.

I tag . . .

1) .
2) . .
3) . . .
4) . . . .
5) . . . . .

Buhuhuhu~

2008-05-22T13:59:00.000-07:00

I laughed so much today.
XD

可悲~

2008-05-20T15:20:00.000-07:00

2008-05-19T04:32:00.000-07:00

Ended up with online again. I lied on the bed and tried to sleep. Okay, to be honest, I'm scared of 3am. So what. I heard people said that something will be there at 3am. okaay. stop.
I couldn't sleep. It's nearly 4am right now. I guess I'm mad. well, now I realized, midnight internet connection was faster. Night life wasn't bad actually, I think this might be the reason why I'm sleeping so late when I was form 2. Perhaps it's counted as kinda stupid.

You went a lil' bit emotional this time. Seriously, I never seen you being like that before. I guess it hurt-ed you deeply. I'm so so so so sorry my dear =S

yah, once your word is out means out. There no such thing as, *I'll take it back* I understood the phrase - no U-turn.

SIGH! so-need someone to talk right now. But there's no one. Everyone was having their sweet dreams. I understood, they were enjoying their bedtime and dreams. Burning midnight oils for a week plus, it's time for them to sleep better (:
I'm not so cruel until pausing people's sweet dreams with the dumb sms-es just for listen to me crapping (=
Okay, even though there is someone I knew is online with me, I wouldn't tell out anything too. Not that he/she is not willing to be my listener, it's just that I didn't know how to let myself to share my thoughts with the others. I mean, it's not their problem. I know it was mine problem. Perhaps this is one of the scorpion's personality.

G-U-I-L-T-Y

Sometimes really couldn't understood why I'm not borned to be a person with the stupid bad attitude. A person who would not feel anything even though he knew that he had done something bad to the others. In an easier word, feeling-less, thought-less. Ha, perhaps feeling-less was one of the attitude of a robot. Slap me! Punch me! Kick me! I wouldn't give any response to you anyway. Ohh, stick a big large A4 paper on its face, with the word *Hey, do that to me, I deserved it x) *

Suddenly thought of kok khong's wish. *I hope there is someone who understands me*
Think like that, I want someone who knows what happened to me without me telling what was happened to me. Haha, ain't that's kinda sweeter?
If the person is a boy, I guess I will in love with him DEEPLY. no doubt, I will (:
If the person is a girl, I guess she might be my best best friend ever (:
Craaap. lol.

so, what to do now? I don't know. I'm not in the sleeping mood. 4.30am now.
Biology?? Err, no-no. okay fine.
Good night my blog - my so called good *listener*
(:

2008-05-19T02:00:00.000-07:00

I'm phobia with F.I.R's 爱过 nowadays. I couldn't really stand the song. It makes me thought of you-know-what. Especially that part. I felt like cover my face & ears. Anyway, I know that's a quite nice song. All his fault.

____________________________________________________________________

SIGH! I was finding people to chat just now. Thanks to Nic & shei yann. They replied me. thank you x10000 seriously. If not, I'm gonna be .... again. Chat with someone could make me feel better. So that I wouldn't think so much. Although the conversation was just a lame one. Specially thanks to Nic. I really appreciated what he had done. Haha, he sacrificed his bedtime. Luckily, he did not typed something like *you think I care* when I told him that I would get angry if he still not going to sleep. SIGH.

I don't feel like sleeping right now anyway. Although it was already midnight.

_____________________________________________________________________

I didn't mean to hurt you seriously. I didn't know it would hurt you so much. I apologize. I'm so so so sorry my dear. Really no offense. I don't know what the other had done to you. I don't know whether the *other people* that you mean was purposely did that to you, BUT, I SERIOUSLY NOT PURPOSELY ONE!
Hmm.. okay, just hoping that you wouldn't think too much about it.
And I would try not to disturb you. in these few days. only few days.

2008-05-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

I couldn't bear the hecky connection.

Since Ong already went to his friend birthday party, left dad and me at home. Went to Uptown Damansara punyer Subway for dinner. Yum Yum Yumm!~ Slurrrrp! (x

I can understood why dad don't really like it, haha, but not me. That wouldn't affect me anyway. Dad kept on saying that he could make a better flaaaavour, by putting some of his company's chicken floss. And I promised him I would try, *okay, I'll try yours if you make one* (:

Dear Daddy (:

These, not as much as the chipsters that pei wen bought, but still counted as much.

After Subway, dad said that he do not satisfied with his dinner. He still feel like eating. Hence, we went Old town white coffee which near Jaya 1. No no, subway is enough for me. I just miss Ipoh white coffee. SIGH! Ipoh...

To dear my sis,
PJ pun ader white coffee jugak.. It's not necessary must go Ipoh.

Hmph! I'm ~~not~~ in green now >=(

Quite surprised to see this picture. Haha, thanks to Nicholas (:

2008-05-18T01:30:00.000-07:00

Chat-ed with the ex chem teacher just now - mr. Lim. I couldn't believe that his attitude was actually like that. One word to describe - Lame.
Nevermind, at least I don't feel that I'm actually chattin with my ex chem teacher. It's more like a friend to friend conversation.
I still respect him anyway (:

Click on the images to have a better view.
IF. you're feeling curious about it =.=''

I seriously don't watch tarzan.

I don't really know who is actually the one who feel like spitting blood.

END of the conversation.

the last sentence that I got from him,

*i will disturb you next time*

2008-05-17T23:05:00.000-07:00

This lai kim hoong,

what he said really made me felt that

I'm so so naive and immatured.

SIGH!

Kenakan my heart.

Got a lil' bit stunned.

A question went through my mind suddenly.

*what the hell tan mun yi?*

I seriously didn't thought of it before.
Hence, now I know,

I'm a lil' bit I-M-M-A-T-U-R-E-D

yes, just a lil' bit.

2008-05-16T20:08:00.000-07:00

SIGH! they're on the way back to Ipoh (Jealous-ing~)

left a man and a boy at home with me T.T
As usual, Dad has went to his christian friend house.

Okay fine. At least Ong and me have Domino as our dinner today!

wheeeee!~ x33 pizza

Doooominoo!! xD

At last, both of us couldn't finished all of it
(added by him) =.=''

The second week of the mid year exam is finally over.

The results, don't bother.

Holiday is near!

x33

2008-05-15T15:10:00.000-07:00

I don't need anyone to tell me, I know what it is. I have my mind, my thoughts. I can feel. I'd done so many science report, there will not always a red tick on it. It is possible for me to get non of it, only IF I don't copy other people's work. But now, finally, I am pretty confident that I will get an A and a BIG RED TICK for my prediction. Well, it is very obvious that I'm not talking about my science report.

I love my essay, although it has a lot a lot of grammar mistakes. I love my BM karangan, although the sentences sounds so not smooth. I REALLY did what I could. I squeezed my brain's fluid until it became dry. Oops, it sounds quite exaggerate, but what I mean was, I had tried my best. Teacher might find it ridiculous. Just laugh at it as what you like, I don't give a Damn. (Err, sounds a bit rude) okaay, it will not light up my fire. At least I don't give any stupid answers or any stupid crap to my history paper as what wun they all did. I used my small little tiny brain to think. Little tiny?! Hmm, little brain. Well, no offense. I'm not meaning that wun did not use his brain to think. He did used his brain to think what stupid answers to write. This time, he won. I don't even know what to crap for my sejarah paper.
*sayer hanye tau sendiri punyer sejarah aje*

Apologize to myself, although it is too late. Sorry that I couldn't make my life easier, free from the stupid vexation. And also sorry to them. I am not supposed to wrote this out but I am fear that I'll forgot about it. I write it down, who knows I may realize something few years later. Correct!

Good Luck.
I ~~love~~ this phrase ~~SO MUCH~~.

Today, they really frightened me. I thought that I recognized the van wrongly. I don't know the people inside the van. I mean, I don't even see these faces before. I was just like, Err, yes arr? correct arr? Hmm.. Mmm, yah! lol. Anyway, thank you Adrian for your sejarah revision book. I will try to go through it. I seriously WILL, although I know that I'll still get 9 for it.

You've DiD A Piece Of SHIT work

2008-05-13T18:42:00.000-07:00

2008-05-12T18:29:00.000-07:00

Paper 1 was so much easier than Paper 2! said Jennifer.

I'm speechless.

2008-05-10T23:57:00.000-07:00

悲

眼睛度数加深了
怎么办？？
我不要！！
T.T

2008-05-09T16:25:00.000-07:00

And hence, I failed to do it. AGAIN.
At first, I seriously thought that *maybe* I can do it. But now I realize, that's a no no way. lol.
Anyway, I will accept the fact. The fact, is the FACT.

Ohh my goshh! Todays' friday. Finally there's a day for me to have a better bedtime. I've been forcing myself to finish studying bio last night, until 1.20am. Unfortunately, the questions on the paper didn't kena what I've memorize. I've been trying so hard to memorize it. Fine, fate.

I am already gave up on history, seriously. I told dad and mum, I'm gonna fail my history. AGAIN. Both of them were speechless. Mum asked me how many subject I've took for SPM. After telling her 11, she said, you should manage to get 9A's. What I replied was, too bad that your fate are not that good. I'm not pei qin. And she smiled =.=''

2008-05-06T14:44:00.000-07:00

I just can't stop laughing at my stupid answers during the chinese exam. I don't know why would I wrote that. I believed, if compared to water chicken or sky chicken or anyone of them, mine will be counted as damn childish. LOL.

Congratulation to myself! (:
I've done doing all the questions that I knew for BM exam. I mean, I got enough time to read all the questions. And, I DID my best. My very very BEST. although my answers might not be the right one. As what I've expected, I skipped the bina ayat part and also peribahasa's.

I saw shareen's answer sheet. She don't have enough time to answer the novel part. Miss liew was non-stop urging, I had given you more than enough time. It reminds me of last year. I guess the situation was quite alike with this. My Moral, BM and also Add Maths.

The word - Good Luck - again. Is that so hard for them to wish All The Best?! lol. Never mind, I replied thank you plus a smile plus same to you yaaaa to them (:

Thanks to xen and also fishball and also pieee.ser.
Thank you Xen for went home earlier without notify fishball and piser, because of you, I got my 10 marks.
Thank you fishball for lending your glue to me, and because of you, i got my 10 marks! no Haagen Dazs anyway xP
Thank you pie for standing near fishball while waiting for xen, and also because of you, I got my 10 marks!
buhuuhuuhuu ;D

tsk tsk, she's so damn fake. and I am speechless.

2008-05-05T17:12:00.000-07:00

Blink Blink the eyes, tomorrow's the first day of mid term. That was like so O-M-G.
eeeesh eeesh! once again, stupid place, tak der kipas! matahari ader lah SIGHH!
I seriously can't live without fan. or wind. what-so-ever.
Air-conditioner the best!

Low Disk Space Low Disk Space!!

Hate memorizing. Spaces are limited. I was thinking, how good if I'm just like a robot, I could just copy and paste all the important document and transfer it to my brain through the pendrive. Ooops, pendrive wasn't enough?? thumb drive then. Whoaa, CRAAAAP!
Anyway, that's cool ;D

*I am supposed to spend all my golden time on my studies BUT I just couldn't control myself on thinking these lame stuffs*

Take a DEEP DEEP Breath,

Okaay, GO NOOW!!

2008-05-02T13:51:00.000-07:00

Today, I enjoyed EST.

=.=''

2008-05-01T09:20:00.000-07:00

Hence, I give up on knowing too much about his-st-stut-story. So sorry to fishball, lol. I couldn't make it. That is so hard for me serously. I could understand his story but I couldn't memorize it. I mean, yea, hard. And so, I think I should not waste my time for reading his-stut-story.

I GIVE UP! >.<

I heard from mum, about Aunty Low's gallbladder. There's gallstones formed in her gallbladder. I mean gallstone. Pity her....

2008-04-29T23:32:00.000-07:00

OMG!

I don't think the time was enough.

whaaat?! NIE Project?? Is a must-must??

Come on, I wanted to throw all the stuffs away and enjoy my holidays, but now, fine, send a kiss goodbye to it (mwaah)

Hmm, not so worry about it actually, we already knew what should we do. It's not hard I guess, Stick Stick Stick and hand it up. Yeah, the aimless group =D

BUSY BUSY BEEEEZEEE!!
Everyone is going to burn midnight oil in these few weeks I guess. SIGH!! I don't think I could manage to finish study up all the st-stut syllabus. I don't even have my own time table =.=''
I know there will be some people who has the same attitude with me which is do last minute work. Always seek for help at the last moment, one week before the exam week. Yet, I gotta put more effort as compared to them.
I understand myself, all the things that I've studied will not be locked in my brain forever. I'll just delete all of it after the exams.
and, This. Is me.

2008-04-28T14:34:00.000-07:00

Dad was like quarreling with aunty because of their different opinions.

Seems that both of them would be face left left *in cantonese* when they meet again, I think.

SIGH! no eyes see X.X

____________________________________________________________________

Mid term is so so near, all the best to everyone.
More on studies, less on comp.

Gambatte neh! ^^

2008-04-24T19:10:00.000-07:00

As usual, I put on my cont. lens after cleaning off the sterile thingy which is used for the lens to soak into it. I don't know what went wrong, my eyes can hardly open up after putting on my lens. I don't think that I have any choice, I took it off, started to blame the stupid sterile and brought my bluuuur eyes to school.

Now, after I went home, I realized what was wrong. It's not the sterile fault but mine fault. I could stayed so blur until I used the sterile instead of using the normal saline to clean my lens and put it into my eyes (ooouch! that's so painful). How painful it is? those who own cont. lens would know. It is just like you're squeezing lemon juice onto your wound.
whoaa! How could there is such people like that?? Damn stupid isn't it.. shame on you Munyi. lol.

Mid term have not even started, but we already start planning what to do after the exam. Haha! I was thinking, so semangat on planning, why don't you put your *semangat* on your studies?! This question was answer-less I guess. We just wanted to have FUN!! Among my gang, I don't think there is someone who are willing to face the books or those ant words for the whole 24hours, every minutes and every seconds. Aren't that is over exaggerate? Even the so called genius twins - Kelvin & Edwin in my school will spend some time for playing *pen*. swt, they just couldn't leave the things which related to *study or homework* stuffs for more than one inch I guess =.=''

2008-04-23T23:59:00.000-07:00

I had a dream last night. I dreamt that I was trying as hard as I can to escape from being chase by the zombies. This ain't the first time. I've dreamt this for already a few times. That's weird. The same dark place, the situation which is quite similarly. The only thing that is different from last time was the one who're running with me. I did escaped from them EVERY TIME. But, who knows I may be bitten by one of them next time?! lol.

Woke up early in the morning, I was frightened by myself after looking into the mirror. I found out that the white of my left eye turned so red. How am I gonna put on my lens?!
you know, sometimes if there's a spectacles for you to be your spare one is good for you =.=

Sometimes, I just wondering, why can't I just forget about everything shitty that happened on me. I don't understand. I don't need to care so much about it actually, but why should I bother?! weird huh?! I guess this is what we called human being. It was actually a voluntary action but it is just like the involuntary one. We didn't want it to preoccupy us, yet, we just couldn't control. AND so, you'll started to say, *you think I want mehh...*
lol. (:

Love me or Hate me, you decide (;

2008-04-22T19:05:00.000-07:00

I've tried some quizzes last night. I seriously couldn't bear the results that I got for it.

你的反應力如何？- g. M/ R/ g. |3 l6 X1 M' X k

今天乘巴士回家，真是好幸運，居然有一個位可以坐，此時，你看見身旁的女生打開包包，在裏面找東西，憑直覺你認爲她在找什麼呢？

Ans that I've chosen - Ａ．吸油面紙、鏡子

Result:
Ａ．吸油面紙、鏡子- P3 [ K, }0 j) R* M3 D& F; E, J
你的反應力真是太遲鈍啦！因爲直線思維的你只是一個想法簡單的人，生活中的你看不到事物陰暗的一面，有的時候，你就像個傻丫頭一樣，誰都可以對你指手劃腳，呼來喚去；你最容易犯的錯誤就是錯把壞人當好人。你的致命弱點在於同情心太強，把一切事情都看得過於簡單。

My first reaction was, *ohh shyeat! come on.. =.=''*

The second quiz.

你多容易被人陷害呢？4 v* S* x* |9 |
1 A: a. i( d* D* x* F
好友往生的時候你幫他守靈，當你正看著他遺體的時候，你最害怕哪一種狀況發生？

My Ans - 第一個：他的眼睛突然睜開看著你。

and the result for that answer was..
選1的朋友，
你容易被人陷害的指數高達99﹪，因為個性白目又沒心眼的你，常常莫名其妙被人陷害，小心最後怎麼被害死的都不知道。

Isn't that swt?! I felt doink.
anyway, as we know, these type of quizzes were just for fun. No way for believing it 10/10.

SIGH! woke up late from my nap today. I was thinking to wake up at 5.30pm. But unfortunately, I've set the wrong timing with my phone. I've forgotten that 5pm shouldn't be set as 05.00 but 17.00. Yeaps, I am using the 2400 format. So, you are going to study until what time? 11? 12? 1? 2? or 3?? Duuh! Seeerioouss abit laaaar!
Hmm, okay, depends on my brain and my nighttime melatonin levels (:

AZA AZA FIGHTING!

lol.

2008-04-21T23:54:00.000-07:00

Look, I'm so free for doing this kinda stuff than facing the books.

2008-04-21T20:47:00.000-07:00

WEIRD. I thought we could melt any brand of the chocolates bar we want?!
WEIRD. I thought the chocolates would be *quite* similarly to the Haagen Dazs chocolates Fondue after melting it.
Yet, It happens the other way round. I've tried it with jie, our reaction was a *OWH-SWT* look after seeing it. That was really swt. We melted dark chocolates bar & cheesedale (:
Okaay, it don't counted as melts, we've changed its shape un-purposely.
I mean, *un* - purposely.
Hence, we laughed at each other, threw out many of the lame-ideas, and finally, woke the one who're taking a sweet nap on the sofa - mum, up =.=''

_________________________________________________________________________

Everything seem so tough for me..

I laugh! I laugh! I laugh!

Daaaaaarnn! >:(

2008-04-20T21:57:00.000-07:00

Dear, Dear,
cham luur you Tan Munyi. Ask you anything also don't know don't know..
so ha-ha!

I've tried to take out my revision book and start revising. Unfortunately, I cannot remember what I've studied in a few minutes ago, and that's sad. I've forgotten what I'd learnt at school. Sad huh?! Yup.
whattheheck?! I understood but I cannot remember :(
I'm totally agree with Benjamin's msn display name, words zero not easy to accept.

Started feeling anxious. I need GOD's help. ha-ha.

2008-04-19T23:18:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to baby girl the banana penthly ethanoate Bb-bb-bling-gux

make a wish (:

I'm not the first one but I'll be the last one who wish you happy birthday.
tick tock tick tock, waiting for the time to pass...

Once again while I was having my biology tuition, Dad asked me to go church with him. SIGH!! I guess this wouldn't be the last time even though I was hoping it is. Okaaay fishball, I'll win you on the objective questions one day.

Picture of today!

2008-04-18T19:48:00.000-07:00

SPM is 7 months away,
Mid year exam is two weeks away.
I should've start studying right now.
But you know the reason why I don't.

What's the matter?? I couldn't finish doing a rumusan within half an hour.
What's the matter?? I don't feel like reading the BM Novel.
These are the reasons why I don't answer the novel question (Laugh).

I hate myself for some reason. I love myself for some reason too.
I slap myself for doing stuffs imperfectly. I smile at myself for showing my forgiveness.

whattheheck?! Okay, stop rubbishing.
It finally comes to me. I don't give up easily. Yea, as what I told him, I'll make myself happy sometimes. I don't know what will happen NEXT.

Once again she said, : you shouldn't do that! :
Yea yea yea, I promise I'll try to avoid it. Trust me, I will, I just needed some time. It's quite hard for me to change. sshhh.

I fell into it since the day I saw it on the magazine. I can still clearly remembered. It's a PUMA commercial. Saw another one on angelababy's blog.

aren't it is cute?!
no? okay, you suck xD

I realized that I don't learn much at school. The feeling is kinda weird lol. (LULx)

x3 blur-ed image.
owh, that's not blur enough.

x33

2008-04-15T16:58:00.000-07:00

Here work, there work, everywhere work work..
Exam time table was out!! sigh! Gotta start doing revision again. They've already finished the whole Konserto Terakhir while I have not even started YET. I knew the time wasn't enough. SIGH!
you know I don't wish to get straight A's, I'm just aim to get no G =.=
okay, don't mention about it first, pray hard. Hope there will not be a teacher who has the same attitude as mr. Lim during the exam. I don't want to feel stress.

Anyway, happy 17th birthday to Adrian (:

2008-04-14T21:49:00.000-07:00

Oww my, how could I forgotten about my lens today.
Everything looked so blur.
One word to describe, bl-bl-bluuuuur.
Too bad that I couldn't see Gan's face clearly when she's on the stage.
I admire her brave-ness. Gambatte neh! ^^
ooh-ooh-rray!
5M got the chance to see the debate tomorrow.
Qii Dai-ing~

2008-04-02T16:54:00.000-07:00

What's wrong with procrastinating my work?! yes, I am still doing the chapter 2 yet all of you were already handed up your exercise book. so what?! kan I already say bye bye to you for memang a few times. Why can't you all just listen to me, reply the bye back to me, and *vanish* in front of me?? Why must you speak out your comments before you leave? *ahh, add maths got homework? ohh, that's long time ago one rite. wah, must catch up la you munyi. *Aiyoyo, Munyi! * eh, why you looked so stress one. Why she looked so stress one?!

ONE,

TWO,

THREE.

Three of you, STOP IT LAR OKAY!! MYOB please.
Do you all know that I felt one kind when urall saying all these things in front of me?! I don't even know how am I supposed to react. Do you all know that is so sarcastic? I know you are maybe concerning or curiousing or whatever BUT I don't need your concern. You don't know anything. The more you speak, the more I feel.......
I'm not scolding, I just wanted to type out what I felt.
I don't like emo kid doesn't mean that I ain't emotionalism.
I am, but I don't like. Fine, you wouldn't understand me fully.
I don't want and I won't fail. Maybe you should pray for me before I go insane.

Seems that Mages has something to talk to me, Er, I mean, ask me. I have no idea what it is. I hope her question isn't *are you still angrying at me?* or this sort of question. Don't ask me this type of question, obviously my answer will be a NO. Who would feeling angry at a person for so long?! Maybe there is a person like that but that won't be me.
I only needed a day to calm myself down.
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A.M
~~M.M~~

SEJ

PHY

work!! work!! work!!

可悲。T.T

2008-04-01T18:10:00.000-07:00

Finally get the chance to speak to the new aunty. Aaww, cute cute dei one ^^
So sorry to pei xian, I knew she doesn't like to reach Kasturi late =S
Just hope that she wouldn't mind, so pai seh.

She asked me about my add maths, and I didn't know what to answer.

Fishball said, SPM is near. Hmm, to be honest, I can feel that too. But I also know that, sometimes we must try to hypnotize our own so that our life would be easier. I don't know whether it helps a lot, all I know is, I feel better now.

I was trying to tell myself, okay, there would have some miracle. Believe it, miracle was exists in the world. Hmm yah, miracle.
Come on, be optimistic okaay?! Stop being a pessimist. I'm not emo and I don't like to be emo. As what Pn. Kong said to us, you must always laugh at yourself. Don't you think that emo kid are bored?! What they see was only "black and white". I mean, errm, yah, black white. I would rather choose the "colourful" than the "black and white". Really.

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If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday

I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and

When you wake up it will seem

So yesterday, so yesterday

Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

2008-03-31T19:26:00.000-07:00

you know, I seriously feel like throwing it away.

The text book, and the exercise book.

sigh! God Must Hate Me.

2008-03-28T14:18:00.000-07:00

Got good comments from all the teachers. Felt so fake, dont you think so?! Haha! Good, Baik, Bagus, passed up all the homeworks, work harder etc etc. A-I-Y-A-A-H!! whaatever.
Dad kept nagging and nagging on the way of going home. *your koko huh, must go... what club you joined huh?! Your moral and those science subject arr, must practice more.. As what teacher said, memorising are not enough. Must start revising your form 4 syllabus now.. Already April.. June only start sure not enough time one...* ... and so-whatever..
CHUP! enough. =X

I'm trying I'm trying.
I will I will.
Okay Okay.
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yay, I suck (:

2008-03-27T16:02:00.000-07:00

miie miie.. are you seriously that useless?! you can't even solve a simple add maths question. kann Mr. tan already taught you how to solve?! do you seriously have a brain with you??
wtf. You gotta ask people *wth? how to do?* for almost every question. Dammit!
I felt like stop doing zahiran's work. I couldn't solve. Believe it, I could even create a no-such-thing solving method by my own. heck.
I'm pissed off I'm pissed off I'm pissed off!!
Start scolding, start blamming, start giving the lame excuses.
*not enough exercise, not enough exercise*

Don't ask me how was my add maths. My add maths sucks. I fear with it.
I couldn't understand why he could let himself to get a zero for his A.M test without any feel, and told people that he got 40+. whaaat??
How come there'll be such human in the world?

USI-LESS! i mean, me.

Poooh! am i suck?! yeah, I guess so.

2008-03-25T14:51:00.000-07:00

Rainy Rainy Day~

我说我啊，不怕淋雨啦 (:

2008-03-24T14:34:00.000-07:00

Once again you all said I was wrong. Was I?

Or, you all having a higher demand?

.. Hold your tears, no matter what the people say ..

wth?!

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now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't pretend that I'm alright

And you can't change me

I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

2008-03-24T01:37:00.000-07:00

Just finished up my BM karangan. I said I'm gonna finish it today and I did it (:

Look at the msn list. none of my best buddy are online. ha, I guess they're now sleeping soo tightly. None of them will online at the late late night (:
I gotta burn some songs for mum, so that she won't feeling bored at home within this 3 months.

She said I'm stupid again. I'm not useless. I mean, I don't think I am that useless. I wished that I could do it too. Just that I have no chance to prove it to you. what you expect?! You know I'm not as smart as those smarties.

不要害怕，强者会保护你！ ((:

2008-03-22T23:43:00.000-07:00

Hmmmmm~~
thank youu fishball for your warm warm jacket (:
(although I'm still shiver with cold)

2008-03-21T12:59:00.000-07:00

I've been tagged by Kimmy.

I AM: just a normal 16 year old girl.
I WANT: to be a red ninja XD
I WISH: all my dreams could come true.
I HATE: being forced by someone for doing stuffs that I didn't want to do.
I MISS: Form 3, grandpa and also yi zhang.
I HEAR: miss Liew nagging on every EST period.
I WONDER: why I'll get back the same thing even though I've tried my very best and hoping it would have some change.
I REGRET: that I've treated him badly.
I AM NOT: smart enough.
I DANCE: when I'm in the mood for dancing.
I SING: all the time.
I CRY: when I could'nt hold my tears.
I TALK: to myself sometimes.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: a optimist.
I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: -
I WRITE: karangan with my hand and my stupid little brain.
I CONFUSE: Kelvin with Edwin
I NEED: a better EST teacher.
I SHOULD: not let my tears to fall even though when I feeling sux.
I START: complaining about miss liew on the first day she taught me est.
I FINISH: this tag.
I TAG: the birthday boy - FISHBALL

2008-03-20T23:59:00.000-07:00

Happy Good Friday!!
huh?! uhh. (:

Since SP was a malay school, students are still gotta go back to school tomorrow although it's good friday. Too bad that tomorrow do not have any of my favourite subject. Please, of course I decided not to go. I haven't done my EST report YET =X
I'm not purposely want to procrastinate it. It's just I seriously didn't know how to start the whole report.

Jie asked me whether I miss yi zhang or not. I was like, hmm, quite. Time passes so fast, he leaved us for already half the year. I could still clearly remembered the day when we got the sad news about him. 29th Aug (:
It was Nicholas's birthday, and also the day after mum's birthday.
What should I say?! Hmm, Rest In Peace.
when you're gone.......... I miss you.

Listens to SP's old songs on the afternoon. Still the best still the best still the best!! (:

Honestly I preferred their old songs than the new's. Pierre x3
Remembered Su Jing has sent me a testimonial in Form 2.
What she wrote was, : Pierre is mine!

Look at this picture. Does Pierre a lil' bit looked like Asyraf?! ah hah, maybe it's just my imagination.

SIMPLE PLAN ROCKSSS! (;

2008-03-19T21:16:00.000-07:00

Buuhuuuuu!~ It rain it rain!! (:
Actually, the god loves me too x3

Went to KJMC after tahan. Dad took a picture of the uterus after mum's operation and showed it to me with his phone. I felt quite excited when seeing it. It looked quite bloody, and this is the reason why I like it. People like my sis might think that I'm abnormal, but, you won't understand (:
I've received some calls from the relatives, sending their regards to mum. Thanks for all of it anyway.
Should I post that picture to my blog?! Hmm, okays.

this, the uterus.
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Got back my Moral paper yesterday. ah hah! I got 20% for it. This was the first time I saw my marks started with the number 2. So, how was my feeling?! the first thing went into my mind was, : wow, tan mun yi. 20%! ohh shyeat!
Honestly, I don't feel sad, I just felt that I'm so damn *bergaya*
I got 20% for my moral. What a wow for me (:

2008-03-18T22:48:00.000-07:00

Mum gotta do an operation tomorrow morning, so she wouldn't be at home on these few days. And me, I gotta stay at home alone after school. And also doing all the housework in these few months. SIGH! suddenly thought of my sis =.=''
Look at mum, she's watching tv in the ward. Dad took this picture without her knowing (:

Dad looked so tiring today.

Thought of what mum always told me, : Don't always think that everyone was good. There is also bad ones out there.
SIGH! This sentence makes me felt that I'm still naive.
Another one was, kok chun. He told me this on few weeks ago, : This world got many bad people one ar!
I wondered why he told me this. For what?! It seems like I'm too naive until everyone felt that I am. SIGH! I guess I should take my time to think about it. and, okay, I will =.=''
But, what did I do?! I already asked that fella to take taxi if he wanted to go ss2. what's wrong with it. It's just, maybe, swt-ed him but, how should I know the way of going ss2?!
Thankss to ah jie, at least there's someone who trusted me, knew that I won't speak to a stranger so simply (=

Lastly, may god bless mum will be alright tomorrow (:

2008-03-16T15:44:00.000-07:00

Went to 1Utama with wen and Ong last friday. There was a balloons fair and HEY! Ong asked for two balloons from that clown. Obviously, one for wen and of course another one was for ME! Ohh, I have no idea what's in that clown's mind LOL! ;D

Met Kai Ma afterthat. She was sitting alone and tasting her pineapple. Poor Kai Ma, she should ask us to go with her =S
Hence, we went to The AJISEN Time together with our godmother to have our lunch (:

the Fish Ramen x3

Volcano Ramen x3

salad which is for our vegetarian - Kai Ma (:

x33

x33

merry-go-round (;

TART! ^^

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Thought of the Video of DBSK, Balloon.
the lame-est HERO ever =.=''

2008-03-13T23:59:00.000-07:00

karangan, lisan, Report.
karangan, lisan, Report.
karangan, lisan, Report.

Procrastinate and procrastinate. Hell yeah, I don't feel like completing my homeworks. And I know, many students out there are just the same as me. whatever, I'm slacked!

Just read Sasha Pei wen's blog and knew that Pei Qin got 9 A1's for her SPM! wow! such a CLEVER girl. I've started a conversation with Kay sis on tuesday. We're wondering why they could be so smart in their studies. SERIOUSLY SMART (:
Choo2 got no A for his STPM. The world could be quite CRUEL sometimes. Should I believe in fate?! Maybe the god already set that you wouldn't be getting as much A's as the smarties. Or, you didn't work as hard as what they did.

I've heard someone told me that, the results will show how much efford you've put on it.
Yet, you will always having the *whaat?!* feel when the result shows. You'll be wondering, how come I'll still get this kinda results after I've put my best efford on it. And then, start thinking *perhaps I worked not hard enough*
Ha, how to console yourself?! *Okay, at least I've tried my really best* + *SMILE*
Hell YEAH!! We know you're just lying to yourself. But what can you do instead of lying to yourself?! Your heart has been broken into pieces.

Ahh, what a craaaaaap?!
congratz to *fei hung* who got 2A's and 2B's for his STPM (:

2008-03-12T23:59:00.000-07:00

Since they've already posted out what happened today, I didn't want to mention about the same thing again (:

I told lie =X

well, I lied to my parents. uh ohh! To be honest, I felt quite guilty. I seriously afraid that dad and mum will know the truth. Urghh! I knew I shouldn't do it but, all of us know, sometimes we gotta tell some lies in certain situation isn't it?!
Boohaaa! I knew i'm bad. I will TRY not to do this again.

2008-03-08T23:59:00.000-08:00

look! saw this at kasturi tuition centre. Don't know the reason why, I just got attracted by it (:
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Everything seems so wrong. Very wrong. How come?! I guess it shouldn't be like this. It should be the other way round. Okay, fine. I don't feel like caring about it anymore. ANYMORE. Why should I care when the peoples around me don't even cared as what I did. Yeah, and they don't appreciate it.

Thanks to her so much. She makes me think positively. Haha! I guess I should started to become a lesbian, since all the boys around me are just-the-same. What's the similarities? girlfriend is just somethin' like..... their clothes! yeah, their clothes. They changed their tgirl everyday. Okay, every week. Oookaay! Every month!

w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r Idon'tcare ((:
Guess it's time for me to find my dearly bed.

2008-03-06T15:28:00.000-08:00

It can happen to..
Anyone of us,
say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

whooaa, such a add maths noob. Can you please try harder next time?! okaaaay?!! =.=''

I'mma HIV Positive xD

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okays, I think I better do the tagged thingy or else the *nsomieonce* will starts angrying me.

5 things found in my bag
(hello, what bag? and which bag?)
* Purse
* handphone
* Books
* Hairclip
* Identity Card

5 favourite things in my room
* Bed
* Cupboard
* Wen's Teddy
* Pillow
* Photos (:

5 things i've always wanted to do
* Laugh insanely
* Sleeeeep xD
* Think
* Sing
* Eaaaaaaat

5 things im currently into
* muuuusic
* high-5
* Kissing my fwens LOL!
* Huug Huug
* REST!

5 presents you wish for
* a great BIG HUG
* Birthday song
* Cheeeeeese cake
* KISSES mwahs! mwahs!
* Suprise me, haha!

The person who tagged you is
* Nicholas *

5 impression of him/her
* ohh, tall!
* wow, fierce!
* ehh? Prefect?!
* looked matured
* hah! `ni hao ma?`

Most memorable things she/he has give/done to you
* puzzling with me until forgotten to take his nap
* wrote I love you *** ** on his pm and he thought that I couldn't see LOL!!

If she/he becomes my lover, I will
* Oh my god! LOL!!

Pass the quiz to 5 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
* Nicholas
* NIcholas
* NICholas
* NICHOlas
* NICHOLAS

2008-02-27T14:36:00.000-08:00

老师说，''你们功课一拖再拖，迟迟都不肯交，只懂得抄答案，就算不及格，也不得埋怨老师！''

虽然听起来像是告诉着全班，但，我可清楚看见，她，的眼，是直望着我的。

我跟她，对望了一阵子。当时，眼睛已开始水汪汪了。

我想。。。。。

嗯，大概是吧。

真失败。

yes, I wished I were 5.

2008-02-26T19:27:00.000-08:00

死喇! 點解成日好似認住認住晓 fail 咁 geh?!!

=.=

2008-02-24T17:16:00.000-08:00

I'm seriously not in a study mood. I don't feel like studying. Oh GOSH! I have 20 more nilai-s to go. How am I gonna finish memorizing all the 36 nilai today?! etc etc.
EXCUSE!! EXCUSE!! EXCUSE!!!

Please Keeep All Your EXCUSES And Continue Memorize All Your Stoooopid Nilai, Okay. +.+''

Godness, I don't really can handle the Progression Chapter. The oils are limited. I gotta divide it and make sure that all the subject will have a lil' bit of it. How good if there's someone who willing to donate me some *oil* T.T

Miss Helen taught us Polymerisation yesterday. She mentioned about the Fishballs story again. I seriously can't bear it when she asked us to *cucuk* all the fishballs and barbeque it. I non-stop laughing like an insane. Thanks to the fishball story, I could remember monomer and polymer now.

I felt bored with biology. Seems like I've lost the interest in it. Or maybe it's because of the condition. I'm sitting with.... that... guy. No idea. I just don't feel like studying biology. Okay, maybe I could try to hypnotize myself. I ♥ bones I ♥ bones I love... bones??

爱情不只玫瑰花
还有不安的惩罚
快乐呀误解呀
随着时间都会增长
退潮的爱像刀疤
伤过给一个说法
放了才能够快乐
让心好好休息一下
握不住的沙放下也罢

2008-02-22T14:43:00.000-08:00

Yeah!! I've posted 100 entry, well this was my 101th one =D

Thanks to fishball for bringing me back to his home and stayed for one hour. thank you so so much!

♥♥

I'm seriously afraid of his grandma. SERIOUSLY! But luckily, his grandma not-so-*unkind*.
At least she asked me what I feed to the two small hamsters. and also has given me a s-m-i-l-e ((:

Friends are always the best!

♥MUAH!♥

((:

2008-02-21T16:57:00.000-08:00

Ohh, Munyi Munyi. How could you forget things so easily.

Where is your brain?!

Poor Munyi. You are so dull. You are dumber compared to last time. Such a jackass. Brainless. Ish!

I love gotong-royong xD
But then, there is someone who think that he doesn't need to do anything. He has never done anything for our class. Not even a single stuff. Such a useless one. What he know is, produce moree rubbish for us to sweeeeep!
C'mon, you think I don't know?! Do you think that I'm bliiiind?! You threw stapler's bullet towards your so call *friends*. Useless!
If you didn't want to give your helping hand, please get out of the class. stop standing in the middle of the class and doing nothing, just to block other people's road! Duuh!

2008-02-19T19:14:00.000-08:00

Help me. I... don't want to fail :S

Take a look at nicholas's blog.

http://oh-look-its-nic.blogspot.com/

I mean The youtube video that he posted on November 25, 2007 in his blog. It was kinda scary. Seriously.

2008-02-18T20:19:00.001-08:00

POST POST POST!

Post about frogs everyone! =D

2008-02-18T17:24:00.000-08:00

So, we dissected frog today ((:

I've been waiting for this day since I was Form 3! Aaww, *Ryan* are cuteee. But it was sad to see Ariff they all put the chloroform cotton into the container to anesthetize it. I saw it struggling and trying to get out from the container.

But then, I enjoyed today's activity. Seriously (:

I saw its lung, liver, heart, intestine, rib cage, bones, tongue, brain, sperms, ovaries etc.

One word to descibe - ENJOYED! =DD

and,

I love its heart.

((;

2008-02-17T22:49:00.000-08:00

20070713 超級星光大道：楊宗緯 (領悟)

2008-02-16T21:46:00.000-08:00

Monthly test is near, I don't think that I have enough time to prepare for it. Although it is just a monthly test, for me, it is just like the mid year exam. Seriously.
Add math went tougher and tougher, he teach faster and faster, I can hardly get what he mean within a short time.
Go go Munyi! (; (ish!)

TSK! I wondered why the peoples around me x minat Jay, except Siew Yin. She was the first friend of mine saying he is handsome, and i get a big shocked. Erh, handsome? Haha! Yea, the time when he was playing piano yes. handsome. SUPER-DUPER FREAKING handsome and awesome! ;P

2008-02-15T15:34:00.000-08:00

what a day..
Today wasn't a good day for me. I'm so damn bad luck weih. My watch fell on the floor for twice. yes, it's twice. Obviously, the glass was craked =/
The second case was that I've lost my moral project paper. Paper? a piece of useless paper. orh no, useful. Okay, whatever, it's important anyway.
And I must post this,
thankss to Kimmy so so much! You are seriously my lucky star. If not because of you, I think I'm gonna get scolded by Pn. Bhavani lah.
muahss muahss muahss! ^^V
Now, I could answer the tag's question. If kimmy became my lover, I will cook her spaghetti and be with her forever till the day we die. ah hah! Oops, what about sya? haha, I want both! xD
Third case. I left all my hairpins in 5 Dedikasi. Nevermind, it's just a small matter.

I ~~don't like~~ miss Lee. Why am I posting about her again?! Come on, she talked with Thomas after school. Yeap, I heard a lil' bit of what they chatted about. But I'm not very sure of it.
I felt that she always make a fuss over a trifling matter. Maybe she couldn't bear us anymore, but she's like uhh!

Ben told me that he had just done his operation today. I'm seriously curious about what operation was that but he doesn't want to let me know. I asked him about it since last two weeks.
Dah lah, I knew I shouldn't force him ((:

2008-02-14T16:24:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!! It doesn't matter whether you are single or in love, seriously. As what Thamaiyanthi said, valentine's day is for everyone, it's a friend and friend day.

There is a boy who bought 12 roses with 150bucks for his girl. wow, should I say it is a watse or he is romaaantic?! Errh, it would be better if the 12 roses are changed into 12 lil' teddy bear. Anyway, it is non of my business.

There is also a women who bought a rose and a lil' soft bear for her daughter. She wrote there - From : ??? and gonna place it somewhere in their house. What I heard from that women was, I don't want to let her know, I wanted to see what's her reaction.

haha! should I say this mommy is cute or lame? ((:

ouchh! muscle cramp! thanks for asking me to runn. I walked like don't-know-what now. I'm not sporting. My friends knew that I lack of the so call "sports cells". How am I gonna run for so many days next week?? For the house training, for the larian merentas taman and also for the "maybe" PJ?!

DOINKS! =.=''

Have a talk with Wun today, yea, it's about *how a baby borned*. I will remember what he told me, I guess. I mean, how. It is kind of interesting. He knew quite a lot. But then, he replied me *Eeew* when he heard that i say gain some knowledge. I wondered why he says so.

Hey friends, call me if anyone of you are going to watch Jumper. nak join nak join ((;

2008-02-11T23:05:00.000-08:00

urghh! I'm so-not feel like going back to school.

2008-02-10T14:33:00.000-08:00

5 things found in my bag
* purse
* ang pau
* graph paper
* camera
* handphone

5 things found in my wallet
* I.C
* cashh
* syilling
* calender
* Ps Victor's SIB KL name card

5 favourite things in my room
* my bed
* pillow
* my clothes
* prezzie from my fwens
* pictures (ah hah!)

5 things I always wanted to do
* Eat!
* lose weight
* study hard
* sing!
* smile

5 things I'm currently into
* chocolates
* sushi
* huggies
* kisses
* shopping

List out the top 5 presents you wish for
* ballooons
* sport car :P
* fireworks
* a song
* puppy

The person who tagged you is:
*fishball & kimmy siew may

Your 5 impressions of him/her:
*fishball*
fell in love easily
get hurt easily
good in bio-logy
gamer
-ah! I'm still owing him chocolates-

*kimmy*
cute
good in studies
animals lover
berleerr
-i must stick with chu..-

Most memorable things he/she has give/done to you:
*fishball* teached me how to play o2jam
*kimmy* sing!

If he/she becomes my lover, you will:
*fishball* will what?! cook him thousands of fishballs. XD
*kimmy* -

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
*fishball & kimmy* no If.

Pass the quiz to 5 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
* anyone

2008-02-07T12:22:00.000-08:00

Ding Dong Ding Dong~
Happy Chinese New Year world!!!
what so special about the celebration of cny? uhh, my cny are so-so nothing. Except for getting ang pau from the relatives, my cny was actually no difference with the normal holidays.
So what? Give myself a break. At least I have more time to finish up my oh-home-works.

ohh my dear kimmy, now I realized that your *keep keep* bleeding love was actually quite o-k-a-y too. I only knew how to sing a lil' bit of the chorus part. Come on, of course lah the easiest one.
But ha! I preferred Aly & AJ (:

2008-02-06T01:17:00.000-08:00

ah hah! I'm not supposed to update any post today but guess what?! I found Bhavani's stuff in my file! Ohh my goshh!! I guess she ter-gave me her "lyrics" and her whatever paper when she giving me back my tugasan harian. Jeng Jeng.. I won't give you back except you ask for it.
baa haa!!

so, what is actually the "lyrics" and the whatever paper about?
Poem lyrics of My shadow by Robert Louis Stevenson? whatthehell?
Okay, it's actually a poem I guess.

The second paper was,

This is a story about four people:
Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody.
There was a job to be done and Everybody was asked to do it.
Everybody was sure Somebody would do it
Anybody could have done it
But...
Nobody did it.
Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job.
Everybody thought Anybody could do it but
Nobody realized that Everybody would not do it.
It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when actually Nobody asked Anybody.

one word for this - L.A.M.E

2008-02-02T08:53:00.000-08:00

They asked me out again. I rejected.
Don't know. I don't feel like going out with them.
I.... he.... they.... Erm..

having insomnia these two days. I couldn't sleep.

2008-02-01T14:55:00.000-08:00

I felt one kind. ish!

You're Definitely Not a Brainiac

Knock knock! Any brains in there? Seems to be pretty empty.
You have a brain, obviously, but you don't really choose to use it.

Yes, thinking is hard. But being an idiot is harder.
Isn't it about time that you gave your noggin a little exercise?

Read a book, do a puzzle, learn how say a few things in a foreign language.
If you don't use it, you'll lose it. And at the rate you're going, you're going to lose it soon.

Are You a Brainiac?

2008-01-31T14:52:00.000-08:00

Almost got hit by a car today. I blurred? no. I'm not blur today.
so, what IF I really meet with that accident?! will the tragedy happen??
Ahh, not so important. think about it the other time.

neway, happy birthday to Mr. ah kai =)

2008-01-30T20:22:00.000-08:00

糟糕！跑不动了！试想象一个有着差不多 60 kg，而且腿又短的人，怎么跑啊？！
唉！真是个又胖又矮的怪物。可悲啊~

>.<

2008-01-20T16:43:00.000-08:00

Accompanied dad to church on this morning. Listened to the pastor explaining about the grow to go all over again.. Yesterday was with sis n hwen, today is with my dad. I finally understand what actually grow to go is about. It's something about, leave your comfort zone or something like that. Err, something like don't be indifferent. LOL! wah, I can't believe that I will spent one or two hour to listen to the whole speech. I'm going to be christian =S

Met a new friend after the speech. Friend? I... think... so...?! I'm only 17, a high school student. She's a collegian I guess. God, I'm not used to talk with someone that I don't know very well. Come on, I'm not a sociable person, I'm not so extroversion, don't call me pleaseeee. But i know, the percentage of not calling me is quite low. My girl, she will call you and ask whether you going to church on next sunday. Maybe you'll find it so ridiculous, asking people not to call you because of this stupid reason, pray hard lah you! And the pastor.... Pastor Victor. He gave me his... blog link??!

aaww, christian are too passionate. Over. Over passionate =S

2008-01-19T23:24:00.000-08:00

Today was the first time that I told miss Helen that I got to go back early because of some emergency. Godness, I thought what happened to mum, cuz she have to do a small operation today. But what my sis told me was,
Dad ask to go church.
hellaaah?! Phew.
so, what is the pastor talking about?!
*we grow so that we can go, and as we go, we will grow*
what does it actually mean?? Errm, not sure. grow to go. this is the only msg that I received.

Back to my school life, come on, I'm always can't finish up all my homework. I have enough of time to do, but I didn't know how to do. I'm not lazy. Errh, okays, a lil' bit.
Gosh! Form 5 was killing me! I've seen some of the Form 1 and 2 students in my school, I am jealous. Quite jealous. At least they wouldn't have so much of stress on their studies.
I didn't know whether my decision is right. I've chose not to drop chemistry. I found the H.A.R.D word in chem. And, I seriously felt a lil' bit scared. TSK! okay, A LOT.

This was my last post. Perhaps. I'm not interested in playing computer like last time anymore. I don't even feel like touching the mouse. Maybe, I didn't want anyone to know what am i thinking. Sshhh.

2008-01-18T15:07:00.000-08:00

you signed! guilty?? GO HELL!
I didn't want to say that.
It's you who forced me to say it.
so, go hell and stop feeling guilty or regret.
you sux.

Damn pissed off today. not in a mood for blogging.
DAMN!

2008-01-07T22:26:00.000-08:00

Mages asked me whether I would like to join them to tell Mr. Ong that we wanted Pn. Lee to teach us biology. I felt like rejecting it. Nopes, I didn't say yes or no. I want Pn. Lee to teach, it's true. But, I don't think we should do that to Cik Nurul. She's so kesian, even though this is our SPM year, we shouldn't be so cruel isn't?! As what ziin said, she might cry. I saw there's a few names on the paper. I couldn't believe that 5J's students will agree too. Distinction had covered their conscience. Such a disappoinment. Anyway, I didn't want to be like a betrayer. That's bad.

2008-01-05T19:09:00.000-08:00

Todays tuition not as bored as last time. I love add maths very much even though it was quite tough, until I couldn't solve all the questions, until I couldn't score well for the exam. I enjoyed seeing those add maths freak solving add maths questions. wow, I wondered what kinda brain they have. They areee so damn handsome! MAN! well, Mr. Tan is not the exception.

Last year, I have two good add maths teacher. But now, I left only one. Mr. Tan, you are my only hope for me to get distinction for my add maths. I will pay 90% of my attention in your add maths lesson.

Go GO! GAMBATTE!

2008-01-03T20:21:00.000-08:00

The first day of school in 2008.
Felt so happy that I could meet all of my friends at school again. This is the last year for me to study in this school. I will appreciate it, of course.
Hmm, I know I shouldn't be here. BUT.....

I'M NOT SATISFIED WITH MY ADD. MATHS TEACHERRRRRR!!!

2008-01-02T12:06:00.000-08:00

Gotta go back to tomorrow. Errh, should I feel nervous? or maybe excited??! haha, all kinda feeling came to me in a sudden. I have this don't-know-what kind of feeling making me non-stop thinking about tomorrow. Where is it 5M? How's the roof of tapak perhimpunan? Who will be my class teacher? same or...?
Uhh! I hate Pn. Noriah - thebigpotato =P

Well, before the school holiday, teachers ask all of us to do revision at home and blah blah blah kind of thing. I'm not sure whether they did but I'm very sure that I didn't. Okay, honestly, I remembered Pn. Wong asked us to study chapter 9 at home. Hmm, I guess I'll do that if god is willing to minus out my lazi-ness and my slow-ish brain. Or else, I'm gonna pretend like I've forgotten and do nothing on my test paper. HA!

I didn't know what will actually happen tomorrow. But then, I hope it wouldn't be a bad day for me. Pray hard, pray hard =.=

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take a look at this picture, it looked pretty isn't it?

2008-01-01T01:04:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year WORLD!!

say goodbye to 2007 and say hello to the new 2008. I'm already Form 5!
'it's time to be a big girl now, and big girls don't cry'
well, here's my 2008 must-do-list.
I will hold my tears, and will not let my tears fall in front of the others anymore, I promised.

___ S.M.I.L.E ___ (=
I will try my very best to keep myself =)-ing everyday.

bad luck - go away! go away! go away!

2007-12-30T23:49:00.000-08:00

Today, dad told us :
'考试没有 A 不用紧的, 只要你们有try 你们的 best 就会 feel 到很开心了。'
and, I not dare to look at his eyes